Have Yourself a Lonely Little Christmas
I was driving up the northbound
its so lonely here in texas
missed the changing of the seasons blow you away
its a cold and dark december
frost is nipping at my fingers
when distance takes its toll you pull fast away
my darling I know
when morning shares its light
and snow has finally come
this peace is not quite
and I am not home
im checking my list twice
and cursing at the cold
cause I am not fine
and this is not home
I have takin you for granted
I have takin more than I gave
I have takin all your love and thrown it away
but if I cut through the silence and listen deep
I can still hear you breathing softly in my sheets
there is safety in that sound, promise in each breathe
that as long as I breath I will love you to death
when morning shares its light
and snow has finally come
this peace is not quite
and I am not home
im checking my list twice
and cursing at the cold
cause I am not fine
and this is not home
every cell signals distress
my minds unalert my muscles are so tense
digging deep to find what I need
yet stuck on the surface cause im afraid to leave
bitter winds push me below this christmas I follow
lets see where this hole goes
its so lonely here in texas
missed the changing of the seasons blow you away
its a cold and dark december
frost is nipping at my fingers
when distance takes its toll you pull fast away
my darling I know
when morning shares its light
and snow has finally come
this peace is not quite
and I am not home
im checking my list twice
and cursing at the cold
cause I am not fine
and this is not home
I have takin you for granted
I have takin more than I gave
I have takin all your love and thrown it away
but if I cut through the silence and listen deep
I can still hear you breathing softly in my sheets
there is safety in that sound, promise in each breathe
that as long as I breath I will love you to death
when morning shares its light
and snow has finally come
this peace is not quite
and I am not home
im checking my list twice
and cursing at the cold
cause I am not fine
and this is not home
every cell signals distress
my minds unalert my muscles are so tense
digging deep to find what I need
yet stuck on the surface cause im afraid to leave
bitter winds push me below this christmas I follow
lets see where this hole goes


